To my love

I miss you soooooooooo much, Sweetheart.

Since God made us one, I felt like half of me died that night when the trooper sat me down in the ditch on the side of the highway and gave me the horrifying news. I cried out to God in distress for comfort. God has since given me some peace in knowing I will see you again in Heaven.

When I wake up each day I turn over to hope to see your sweet face again...only to realize it wasn't a nightmare last night: it is reality.  However, I will soon get to see your beautiful eyes and handsome smile that I would wake up to every morning. It still doesn't cut the pain of not being with you right now. No one knows but you and I how much we truly loved each other and couldn't wait for our next embrace.

I am so thankful to God for you! You made me the happiest woman-everything was better when I could be snuggled up next to you. I know you are experiencing what we were created to do: glorifying God in Heaven! I'm so happy for you to bask in God's glory! I can't wait to be there with you! Thank you for always being our spiritual leader for over 15 months of marriage and over 7 years together! I love you, Sweetheart!!!